Thursday, August 30, 2012

Like a wedding, something borrowed...

Ohai!

Well, something borrowed. It was really hard to come up with something. I mean, everyone borrows something from someone at some point in life, right? ( Ha ha @ so many "some" words.)
But the point is, that it'll be given back, so it will never truly belong to oneself. It's therefore not worth mentioning or not really something important to remember.
Say, I borrowed glue or pens, or rubbers (the one to erase the pencil drawings :D) countless times but... when was it? Whom did I borrow it from? I don't know anymore.

So, I wonder, is the borrowed item the bride borrows always gonna be in her memory? Will it ever be treated as something normal? Would it always be special, even though it's not in the bride's possession?
Or would she "borrow" it for her whole life. Effectively buying or stealing it.

So much for that.

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Like a wedding, something new...

...but yet still old.

Oh why, hello there to yet another blog-entry of mine.

What is it, that's both old and new? Hum.
Right, my friend.
We've known each other since we're 7, have been friends ever since, have called each other the bestest of friends and still think and do so. But as years upon years piled up our friendship changed. It's a gradual change, that - I guess - happens to all friendships a.k.a. relationships.
When ten years ago we still played together every day in the park, when just months ago before our graduation, we saw each other every day, today and now in the present, we meet up once a week or once two weeks.
It probably isn't necessary to see each other every day of the year, to converse, talk, communicate in any way. You might be agreeing right now :D

It's lovely, the relationship is simple and whenever we need something or just want to meet we do.
Today is her birthday, so I sent her a SMS at midnight, congratulating her. In the afternoon I drove to her house - she already had one guest - and we ate some cake and talked (with her parents present).
After two hours I was already on my way back home and the next time we'll see each other it'll probably be like today as well. It will just not be a birthday :P So there won't be any cake. (Now I got an earworm of "Want You Gone")

We're planning to go on a trip to Japan sometime soon (or later). I hope we'll manage to make and do it! In June we went to Ibiza together - no regrets. I don't think we have ever fought. Wow.

That's already it for today.

See ya laterz, alligatorz.

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Like a wedding, something old...

Heya everyone,

I'm back and not without a guest.
Well, actually no, it's not a living guest. I don't have many friends, and the few friends still don't know, that I blog here. Still.

As already read in the thread name I'd like to introduce you to something old. An information of mine, that is rather old, but of course still true and going on.

I love drawing.
Be it sketching, drawing humans, sceneries, or objects, coloring stuff, and so forth.
Of course, like the majority of today's drawing generation, the Manga world introduced me to it. Or rather the cartoon world. Since young I've been watching "RTL 2" and other kind of programs, which showed e.g. Lucky Luke, Sailor Moon, Rugrats, The Simpsons, Pokemon, Heidi etc..

I began to draw almost avidly after I watched Sailor Moon. All those characters with those big round sparkling eyes were beautiful, and they did so many heroic things! And it's also animated, wow!
In kindergarten my teachers were already going on about my concentration when drawing pictures, also the result of that concentration - they were by no means masterpieces of art or anything. They were still stick-figures. I still draw them, too. The women's dresses were simple triangles, "stronger" built people had round bodies and thin people had... well, the stick of the stick-figure.
Houses always had a chimney, always had bricks, orange roofs, two squareshaped windows and a brown door. Let's not forget the trees. and the McDonalds-shaped birds.
In elementary school we began drawing with watercolors. Characters weren't the main subject anymore, sceneries or objects were. I still remember drawing an igloo and a sled.
And then - as written above - the "Manga" time came.
I'd love to scan the pictures now, but I'm too lazy to get 'em. Maybe I'll do it sometime later (or never).
The pics were hilariously ugly and just... well, common for 8-year-olds. Or maybe I wasn't that good of a drawer. My friends were of my 8 y/o's opinion though: "It's so beautiful. How did you draw that?"

With time I improved; I drew women more "beautiful" (in Manga terms) and I tried drawing men. Of course it was a disaster again. After I mastered the men-drawing-style I tried drawing a woman again. That was an utter failure.
Nowadays I still draw, it's still not that good, but it's also not as bad as my former drawings. Maybe my opinion will change again next year - who knows.

But long story cut short:
Make your own opinion - I just drew this. This is our guest.


It's not finished yet, and I don't think it'll be finished for a while, but hey - at least there's a sample.
And as you can see, I'm trying to discard my Manga-drawing tendencies and try to draw them as realistically as I can. Doesn't work that good though.

That's for the "old" news.

See ya laterz, alligatorz.

PS: The military doesn't want me because I'm 5 cm too short. That's so unfair, isn't it?
I am surely physically strong enough. I mean, I have to carry ale-benches around at work, use one hand for a tablet full of 0,5l drinks and blah blah blah.
Even the customers who saw me carrying all that stuff were shocked to see, that I could do it.

Oh, and as you probably realized, yeah, I work in a restaurant-bar as a waitress.

PPS: Oh, I actually did finish it. Some minutes later :D


Monday, August 13, 2012

The beginning

Hello to you all - Ciao, hallo, hiこんにちは안녕하세요, 你好, hej, hoi, chào
And so on.


This is - most obviously - my first post and I hope everyone felt a very warm welcome by reading their home country's greeting. I don't know that many, so I apologize for everyone that's feeling left out right now. Another hello for you <3

As you can see I already used quite a lot of colors in two paragraphs already. My posts will not always be this bright and gay (ha ha, always wanted to use that word in a different context) though, so rest assured. Oh by the way - if anyone realized: I "highlighted" only the greeting words I actually know. The others I googled for. ...just saying.) Btw (again), I'm not against relationships of any nature or sort. I'm totally okay with e.g. heterosexuals, asexuals, homosexuals. I don't judge, I don't prefer this quality over that quality in people (but if you have nice legs, you've got my attention). I figured I could get this said (thanks to the word 'gay' I was reminded of it) and be done with it <3.
Anyways, sorry for those bright colors. I know how it feels when you have to read text that is too bright for your sleepy eyes. If you are even sleepy right now.

Well, after greeting someone, you normally introduce yourself after, right? So that's what I'm gonna do:
I am a german asian (born there but with full asian blood) and am currently 19 years old. I just graduated high school (and typed it wrong just now *facepalms*) and am now trying to do military service. 

Actually I signed up for social work but after my friend mentioned 'military service' I was kind of interested in doing that. But since she'd only told me today I figured I could phone them tomorrow.

I am only 1,50m tall (Oh snap, that's what I'm gonna ask them tomorrow: Can I join with my height?) and my weight doesn't concern any of you ;_; Well, maybe it will when it's in critical condition (which will never happen as I don't eat too less - owait, I can still turn into an eating-machine. Damn it.) 

Sorry for the cursing.

In school I learned german, english, latin and spanish - the last one I only had one year in my curriculum. My parents talk both german and vietnamese with me and I am infatuated with japan. What does that tell you about my vocabulary? Yes, it's a mess.
Latin can really only be used when reading, my spanish skills don't exceed those of a hispanic toddler (and still whenever I'm out of country I say gracias instead of thanks), and I'm not familiar with ancient vietnamese. Err, archaic. Whatever. My english... well judge my E-skills yourself, I've already written about 5 paragraphs. German's hard. German's lovely though. German I can speak fluently but - of course - mistakes always worm their way inside my sentences. It's nothing to be proud of ;_;

As for my infatuation with japan: This year I made the resolve to learn japanese and so got some books and some english internet tutorials to help me. I've learned to read all the hiragana. Katakana and translating the language itself is next. What I mean by that?


I can read something like 'ことば' a.k.a. 'kotoba' but I don't know what kotoba means! 
Yes, gotta learn the vocab. I've still got a long way to go :(

I have one older sibling of the opposite gender (how about saying brother, lol) 
and my parents are divorced. I got a step-father who's been married to my mother 
for 2 years now and a new step-mother who's also been around for 2 to three years. 
A half-sibling has already been born, too, I don't have a lot of contact with him though 
(Dominic) since I'm not really staying in contact with my father.
Obviously I live with my mother in the house they bought before they divorced.

 I am allergic to many trees and have to pop some pills every other morning
(whenever I go outside) between spring and autumn.

I love electronic and jazz music, house, trance and rock, and occasionally 
listen to metal and classic music. Instrumental music is something I listen to every day; 
Soundtracks of games and movies are abused without end by me.

And that's all for today / my first post. 
Wouldn't want to bombard anyone with too much info, 'kay?

See ya all laterz, alligatorz~